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Honoring
the Eagle Spirit Drum
I would like to mention our Eagle Spirit Drum,
the official Wellbriety Movement Drum. They took
on the responsibility to be the first Drum. They
help connect the Web that has been given to us
by the Creator. They left northern Minnesota and
drove all night through two major snowstorms to
arrive here for the conference opening. Only in
Indian country is a commitment like that honored
in that way. The drum is the heartbeat of the earth
and of Indian communities. If we have no Drum we
have no heartbeat. The Drum puts a heartbeat into
the Web. Our goal is to have 100 Native communities
in healing by 2010. Each one of the communities
making that commitment will be sent a traditional
drum. I want to thank the Eagle Spirit Drum for
your commitment. I really appreciate what you are
doing for the Wellbriety Movement.
Don Coyhis,
Conference Opening, April, 2006 |
Taking
a Stand Against Meth: Recovery is Possible. The
Wellbriety Movement conference on healing from meth in
Native American communities took on this hurtful, destructive
force that is causing great damage in both Native and
non-Native communities across America. Many speakers
talked about how to deal with it from different points
of view. Wellbriety Movement Council of Elders member
Dr. Henrietta Mann called it “the
new smallpox epidemic” for American Indians and
Alaska Natives. Each day the conference was opened with
inspirational words, prayers or songs in one of the Native
languages. We were honored to have Council of Elders
member Horace Axtell and others from his region sing
a song from the Nez Perce Way. We were further honored
to have LeRoy Comes Last sing the Early Morning Song
to the Early Morning Dawn Spirit from the Native American
Church. We were privileged to hear Henrietta Mann speak
in the Cheyenne language, and Larry Stillday in the Ojibwe
language. These inspirational words and songs and prayers
made it possible to face the meth problem in a good way.
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| Don
Coyhis, Founder and President of White Bison,
Inc. |
Don Coyhis
I’d like to welcome everyone to this gathering.
We have been told that when we gather together we will
never have any success unless we ask the Creator to
come to help us. The information about meth that we
are here to talk about is not in our minds, otherwise
we wouldn’t have to gather to figure it out.
It’s got to come from someplace else.
We have been fortunate for many
years to have our Council of Elders. We go through
the Elders for everything we have done. In some ways
we are all Elders to each other. You think maybe
because you are forty you are not an Elder yet, but
the thirty-year-olds are watching you. If you are
thirty you think you are not an Elder but those twenty-year-olds
are watching you. I was watching a little Elder being
pushed around in a buggy. Another was walking alongside.
That little baby was watching the four-year-old,
he wasn’t watching
his mom. Whatever that four-year-old was doing, that’s
what the little one would do. We are all Elders to
each other. I’m going to ask one of our Elders
to come up and call on those powers that we need in
order for us to be successful over these next days
as we talk about methamphetamine.
Horace Axtell
I’m glad to be here again standing before you.
Some of the faces I recognize from last year or from
the years before. Some of you I’ve never seen
before, but that doesn’t make any difference.
We all have come for one reason. I come here because
we have done a lot of good things together and I always
have good memories from what I do with White Bison.
We will open this conference with a song from our way
of life, the Nez Perce Way to pray. All the songs we
sing are prayers. We will sing this song for all the
people who ever came this way, to this White Bison,
Inc. Way. We feel that all of our ancestors are connected
to the earth and all the ones who are gone are also
connected. And all the ones who ever came to this gathering
are connected, too. We never forget our ancestors.
I will sing my song for my own family. And for all
of you who have family and relatives in the hospital,
we’ll include your relative in this song also.
And for all the ones who have broken hearts because
one of their family has gone to the Happy Land, they
are also included in this song.
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| Leroy
Comes Last and Daughters |
LeRoy Comes Last
Once again my Divine Maker, my Divine Beings, once
again at this time I am your grandchild. I come from
the Lakota Nation, from the Hunkpapa band. My great
grandmas were born from that. That’s how I
understand myself to be and this is how I introduce
myself to you. I have traveled down here with two
of my daughters, and I’ve traveled with some
people from the Fort Peck area and I’m glad
to see each and every one of these people. We have
families back home. We have communities back home
and we come down here to get knowledge. We come down
here to get spiritual help. We come down here to
get prayers so that we can take them home so our
communities can heal from this substance we call
meth. And we ask for blessings that we can take something
good home to our families. We come so we can take
something good home to the people who suffer from
this substance abuse, so somehow, some way, our loved
ones can start to heal and our communities can start
to heal. We ask for pity for our communities. We
ask for pity for our families. We ask for pity for
ourselves at this time for it is hard for us to see
our loved ones being destroyed by this use of what
they call the drug meth. I ask for help that way.
At this time I ask for blessings for each and every
one of us. Ah ho.
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| Horace
Axtell and Dr. Henrietta Mann, Wellbriety Movement
Council of Elders |
Henrietta Mann
What a wonderful day to see all of you! I do not
know if you know how special each and every one
of you is. And how sacred you are. As sacred as
this day. As sacred as this journey that we all
make together. As sacred as all of life is. I want
you to continue to honor that and to remind our
children that they too are sacred and that they
need to maintain that sacredness and that purity
of body, heart, mind, and spirit.
The theme of this conference is
long overdue. Only White Bison would be the first
to do this, dedicated to our struggle against meth
at this time in our lives. To me, it is as devastating
as the smallpox epidemics were to our grandparents.
It’s the new smallpox
epidemic that we have to fight against. I want to thank
you for all that you do to maintain the sanctity of
life and ask Grandfather Sacred above and Grandmother
Sacred below to bless you, not just while you are here
today but for all the rest of the days of your life,
your long life, good life, and I’ll ask that
in my own language as a Cheyenne Woman.
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| Larry
Stillday, Red Lake Nation |
Larry Stillday
I was given this tobacco and requested to do this very
special and sacred thing, to offer prayer for all
of us participating in this journey of healing. For
one moment I allowed myself to get low, to enter
my humanness, and I started shaking, I started to
get scared. I was in my weakness. When I walked in
here, our ancestors, the drum, spoke to me and immediately
brought me up out of my humanness and put me into
that plane which has helped me in my own recovery.
I really appreciate the drum, the welcoming voices
of our ancestors. It doesn’t matter what tribe
you are from or from what Nation and what race. This
drum spoke out to all our hearts and we all responded.
So I gave up my weakness, my humanness, and stepped
up to the place where the Creator has brought me.
Now I stand here before you and look out at all that
Indian wisdom. Man, that makes me proud!
That wisdom out there comes in various different forms
and shapes. Some of the wisdom is just beginning to
get tapped into. Some of the wisdom has found its place
with our Elders. The wisdom came into their spirit,
sat down in that place of honor and we have a whole,
wide spectrum of wisdom. Some is just beginning. And
some of us are struggling along the way.
All of us had that excitement and
anticipation of coming here. I did. And I felt that
excitement, that joy, during the last two days. This
morning when I got up and looked at the sun coming
out from the east it reminded me that this time with
each other is ending. I felt a sadness. It’s a good sadness. It’s
not a hurting sadness. I realized I’m grieving.
I’m grieving the end of this great celebration
that was given to me as a gift. I have to acknowledge
that sad feeling. I see my journey back to the east,
and as I journey back to the east I began to see myself
putting on those “coats” that I have to
wear in my village at home. I look and see at the end
of the coat rack is a big overcoat, a great heavy thing.
But now I don’t have to grab that heavy coat.
I have my brothers and sisters who will go back in
all directions of this Web that we have. This Wellbriety
Web. I know they are all praying as well, joining me
in a prayer even though they are not physically there
with me––but they are joining me. And that’s
what’s really powerful.
This is a place where I get rejuvenated.
Where I get validated. It doesn’t have to be spoken in words.
You just feel it. I get embraced when I come here.
This time I embrace all my brothers and sisters from
all directions. One of the coats that I usually wear
is a pity coat. I say to myself, Oh,
I’m the
only one doing this…why doesn’t anyone
understand what I am doing…? Poor me… So
I’m not going to put on that coat for my way
home. I’ll take it back to Wal Mart. (laughter)
I thank all of you and all the
speakers for their powerful words. I take them as
pointers. And my Elders, I greatly respect you. I
finally came to realize what respect of Elders means.
Back then when I was smart, back then in my teens
and twenties I was the only one who was smart. One
of my Elders told me, Don’t
laugh at the elders, don’t make fun of them because
they are already where you are going. I finally understood
what that meant. Oh, the love that I have for these
Elders––that is our textbook of life.
I ask that we have a safe journey when we go back
to our own homelands, to our brothers and sisters,
to our relatives. Migweetch.
The One You Feed
Once there was
a grandfather who was out one day with his grandson,
teaching his grandson about life. He said to
his grandson, “A fight
is going on within me.” And he said, “It’s
a terrible fight and it’s between two
wolves. One of those wolves is fear and envy
and regret and greed and arrogance and self-pity,
guilt, resentment, lies, inferiority, superiority,
and a big ego. The other,” he said,” is
joy and happiness, serenity, humility, kindness,
benevolence, generosity, truth, compassion,
and hope.” He said, “The same fight
is going on inside you and every other person
who walks on the planet.”
The grandson
thought about it for a minute and then he
asked his grandfather, “Which
wolf will win, grandfather?”
His grandfather
took a moment and looked at him, and he said, “The one you feed…”
The
Story of the Two Wolves,
Retold by Candace Shelton during the conference |
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